Rejection/recognition/approval is the issue I have been accused of having. I don’t deny it, but the problem is that killing this monster is something that must be done in private. It’s killed by accepting my outsider position and finding a form of comfort in it knowing that I am the person I wish to be. […]

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Exploring the Beginning

I had a long weekend in my own void. In between every word and action, I was wondering what to do with myself. What do I do with these short comings and flaws; how can I dump the baggage. Then I came upon the notion that there is no dumping of the baggage. I accept […]

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What is this?

This is the journey of a night performer as she walks past the edge of the unknown. You will find allegorical fiction, personal journal entries, and the occasional rant.

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